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My fellow readers,
It is time for me to make a HUGE change.  We have gone through rush and have gotten our bids.  It was a long week, full of many surprises where sorority and fraternity rushies were both let down and pleased with the bids and cuts of each round.  I am such a person.  Comming into rush I was very confident that I was going to recieve bids from Kappa Alpha Order and Sigma Phi Epsilon with no problem what so ever.  I was saddly mistaken.  I recieved bids from 5 wonderful fraternities:  Phi Kappa Tau ( A great party group and they have a pledge study hall), Phi Kappa Si (A group that has a VERY good mix between party and study...they just weren't for me), Beta Theta Pi(Yet another group with a good balance and they have 3rd highest gpa on campus...and also weren't for me), and  Chi Psi (A group that has restarted and has only 9 members...they were founded by a pirate.cool stuff...great potential for me to get in a run things...also not for me).  Now it brings me to the group that I feel I wanted to be a member of: Delta Psi.  They have the highest GPA on campus and have a literary society which has dignified them.  Yes, they are like the Dead Poets Society.  They consider a good time to consist of drinking wine and discussing books.  I have let myself get influenced by far to many people in the past years.  My grandmother and uncle really pushed me into the business school.  Don't get me wrong, I think it is a wonderful school and provides many opportunities for many people.  It's not me.  A lot of you have picked that out as well.  It took me a bit to figure out what I want my major to be and I have done it.  I want it to be psychology.  It has always caught my eye.  I love to be able to pick people a part and figure out what makes them tick.  yes. yes. yes.  I know that I am a dork.  I am quite proud of it.  It's time for me to live up to me.  I've finally gotten sick of pleasing the wrong or right people.  I guess they are all the wrong people when you think about it.  I am the right person.  Me and only me.  That is who I am to please now. 
I know that this is written in a very piss-aweful manor, but it has been a very long week and I really don't give a flying fuck right now.  I'm not trying to please you.


J.